I've been reading Father Gregory Boyle's wonderful book Tattoos on the Heart. It is a collection of inspiring and heart-breaking stories from his years of ministry with gang members in LA. A story from chapter six (and Father Boyle's interpretation of it) particularly resonated with me today and related to things I've been thinking about.
In the aftermath of the election I've been thinking a lot about community and about the way we relate to other folk, near and far. One morning as he arrived at his office for work, Junior called out from his second story apartment window, "Love you G dog!"
Father Boyle answered back, "Thank you Junior. That was a very nice thing to say."
Boyle goes on, "He waves me on as if papally blessing me on my day. 'O come on now G, you know. You're in my jurisdiction.'"
In the interpretation of the story, Boyle observes that the gang members have very limited jurisdictions, areas and communities they know and for which they care. He doesn't outright say but implies that the barriers at the edge of those jurisdictions are as solid as they can be. He goes on that our call as Christians is to widen our jurisdictions.
As I've been watching the aftermath of the election both in the larger world and in my heart this call speaks loudly. We all have a variety of concentric jurisdictions, with each further one getting a little less commitment and caring. The primary jurisdiction is always the one that gets our deepest commitment. Sometimes the barriers are porous. Sometimes they are as solid as they can be. We all have a point at which the jurisdictions end.
Personally, before the election I would have felt that my primary jurisdiction was pretty big... or at least my second one was. Afterwards, I see it was not nearly as large as I thought, but that the barrier between it and the next level was extremely porous. After the election, everything in my heart, which had been deeply hurt and disappointed, wanted to shore up that barrier and close up any openings shutting out those beyond my closest jurisdictions.
It is frightening to open those barriers and it is dangerous. The more open you are, the more vulnerable you feel. It could be argued that that fear is exactly what fueled the election... fear of the one outside of my jurisdiction taking something that is rightfully mine. And so the walls go up both literal and figurative. Our role is to risk... to tear down the walls and to see whoever is standing on the other side as "in my jurisdiction."
An observation... we would hope that our elected leaders are people who have wide jurisdictions that at the very least include everyone in the nation along with the ecosystem. It is better yet when the barrier to their next level is porous and yearns for the very best not only for the US but the rest of the world.
Sometimes we have had leaders like that. More often they fall short. Unfortunately there is something about the role of elected leader that calls to the narcissist. The narcissist's jurisdiction is as narrow as it can possibly be... it ends at their own skin. The only time they care about anyone or anything else is when it impacts them. A talented narcissist can be charming and even effective... but it is all about ME... ALWAYS.